Procrastination

I have such a love/hate relationship with procrastination. It has caused me more pain than even the worst of injuries, yet it has provided me with some of the best times of my life. It's because most of the best times of my life have come when I could have and should have been doing something just a little more productive! This entry even probably could have came a little earlier. But hey, a man has laundry to do, skins episodes to watch, mario karts courses to conquer, music to download, lives to save, etc... That in itself may be why I procrastinate, because I look at the amount of time that I have to get something done and give that amount of time much more credit than it deserves. I give it this level of confidence that I should not give even the closest of my friends. I look at this enormous black hole of time that I have to get a piece of work done and tell myself that most of that can be spent at the gorges instead of inside at my desk. On that note, it can definitely be looked at as something just just simply happens but also as something that is a choice. It is a choice because I am making a decision that writing this blog is just not that important. That's why I made sure to conquer the all-cup tour on mario kart double dash before writing this entry. But it is also something that just happens because I'm completely aware that one of these days, it't going to be a lot later than 8:45pm and I'm going to keep telling myself that I have so much time. The world of my procrastinating decision making is something that just happens without my control. The decisions i make within that world happen on the part of greed, lust, and all other things unholy. It's even happening right now as I write this piece. I'm not too focused on this anymore. Mainly because I'm kind of over the name "Whatcha Got Chaz?" for my blog. I think I like TypicalChaz better. Well, that's it for now. I have more worlds to conquer.